Juxtapose

Do you think we made a mistake leaving clues all over the place I filled up the tank in the car but still we didn't get very far You disappeared without a trace and left me here to fall from grace I didn't want it to be true so I never went looking for you This should feel wrong to me good things shouldn't come for free Still this thrill inside of me grows my life's a contradicting juxtapose You made me think that you would come through but I never should have listened to you You see I could have climbed to higher ground instead of trying not to be found This should feel wrong to me good things shouldn't come for free Still this thrill inside of me grows my life's a contradicting juxtapose It's strange to be so good at something not so very good it's the only thing I know how to be I don't care to try and hide I don't want to stop this ride even though I know I can't be free I tore up the letters you wrote and fed them to a hungry goat It doesn't matter what you tried to say you never should have left me that way This should feel wrong to me good things shouldn't come for free Still this thrill inside of me grows my life's a contradicting juxtapose My life's a contradicting juxtapose My life's a contradicting juxtapose