I've been wasting my time
Repeating all of the signs
And I don't know what to do
Cast a shade on this light
To keep me out of your life
Your words replay in my mind on a loop
Then I saw your face
I froze in place
The essence of you is consuming me
I need space to clear my head
And erase every word you said
Every thought I have of you
Feels like salt inside my wounds
I'm losing faith
I'm hanging by a thread
Please let this end
I can't carry this weight
Feel its pressure everyday
Since you left behind all that we knew
Cold and bitter to taste
All the nights we replaced
With a lonely city street view
This was everything
Now you're out of my reach
I'm watching you sink through the ground beneath
I need space to clear my head
And erase every word you said
Every thought I have of you
Feels like salt inside my wounds
I'm losing faith
I'm hanging by a thread
Please let this end
I can't forgive
I can't forget
Swallowing pill after pill to get you out of my head
I still feel this constant dread
But I won't let you in again
