Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
⛥nyudoria⛧
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
⛥nyudoria⛧
Songwriter
VE Beats
Composer
Lyrics
God can i make it this time
I'm just surviving the fights
You weren't holding my hand
I'm alone in this life
Never be noticed I tried
Every time feel's like I be loosing touch
But this world is just too much
And I bottle it all up (I bottle it all up)
I don't wanna live a life
With the pain that's crushing up on me
Live a day like me and you can see why I'm so constantly
Falling into drugs and
Falling into misery
I'm a piece of shit
And I deserve no better honestly
My heart's so fast beating
You give me a reason
Stay alive and fight
All of these motherfucking demons
Cause in the end
I can promise you
All is good
We are not alone
Yeah we're not lost
But this life is a test
And you need to go through it
To see what comes next
I be dead
I feel awful
But still I go on
Got me poppin so much pills
I really throught
I'd already be dead by dawn
It's so lonely in my bedroom every night
She was calling but I don't wanna reply
Every time feel's like I be loosing touch
But this world is just too much
And I bottle it all up (I bottle it all up)
I don't wanna live a life
With the pain that's crushing up on me
Live a day like me and you can see why I'm so constantly
Falling into drugs and
Falling into misery
I'm a piece of shit
And I deserve no better honestly
Save me from hell I don't want to
Be locked up inside of this place
Written by: Nyudoria, VE Beats