OVERthinking out LOUD

I want him super tatted up And do not give a fuck 'bout Anything else but me But is it super fucked up Turnin' down what's real Cuz I'm lookin' for a fantasy Cuz see I always let me down and It keeps me in trouble And what's worse is I don't need no help Yeah I do it to myself It's a race just running through my head (Yeah yeah yeah) My train of thought's always full speed ahead (Yeah yeah yeah) And I'm sorry I keep 'pologizin' Always some new emotion I'm just recognizin' Saying what's on my mind Like all of the time May not make sense now Guess I'm overthinking out loud Always holding me down Don't wanna be the one that's Always holding me down Feel like I'm Always holding me down Don't wanna be the one that's Always holding me down Like I'm Always holding me down Then I end up always holding me down Like I'm Always holding me down Don't wanna be the one that's always holding me down (Down) Am I super fucked up Am I pressin' my luck to Think that I could even sing yeah Cuz if I'm going for broke That's about the only thing that I Think I'm accomplishing See I always put me down and It keeps me in trouble And what's worse is I don't need no help Yeah I do it to myself It's a race just running through my head (Yeah yeah yeah) My train of thought's always full speed ahead (Yeah yeah yeah) And I'm sorry I keep 'pologizin' Always some new emotion I'm just recognizin' Saying what's on my mind Like all of the time May not make sense now Guess I'm overthinking out loud Yeah I hide it in a joke Paranoid boy when I smoke All this trauma trying cope now Wish I knew how to shut up Working on it's a come up But til I figure it out Said it's a race just running through my head (Head) My train of thought's always full speed ahead Yeah yeah yeah And I'm sorry I keep 'pologizin' Always some new emotion I'm just recognizin' Saying what's on my mind Like all of the time May not make sense now Guess I'm overthinking out loud