Table For One

I'll take a table for one At a seat that's made for two In the booth by the windowsill Where I used to sit across from you Head down I pay the bill Watch you buying her a drink All flashy smile and G and T Just like you'd order for me And I hate the awkward small talk And the tasteless Gatsby wit Cuz really I'm just seconds away from Completely losing it Can you stop saying When we were together Cuz if you haven't gathered I don't wanna remember The way you played With my head And my heart Cuz you knew you could Can you stop talking about What I used to be like Cuz your words cut like a knife And I'm at the barrel of your gun And when all is said and done I'm still at a table for one You smirk and call me an old friend I nod politely in reply It's good to see that nothings changed You still look guiltless when you lie And I hate the routine questions How long have you lived in these parts If only I could let her in on the punchline That I grew up in your heart Can you stop saying When we were together Cuz if you haven't gathered I don't wanna remember The way you played With my head And my heart Cuz you knew you could Can you stop talking About what I used to be like Cuz your words cut like a knife And I'm at the barrel of your gun And when all is said and done I'm still at a table for one Maybe you have filled my seat Baby I didn't belong there anymore And maybe you have replaced me But I'd given up on keeping score And truly it's a blessing in disguise I was none the wise You had me overrun And when all is said and done I'm sitting at a table for one