Love Myself

Help me Show me where I'm supposed to, go The pain so, deep within me I can't grow I do everything I'm Supposed to, do But cant help me When I'm looking out for you And I just want to love myself Teach me, to stand firm To stand on my own I'm so lost in my hurt Can't make my way home Been itching, to find out Who I really am But when I'm, in this state The love can not land And I just want to love myself Just want to, just want to Love Myself Don't need no one else Just want to, just want to Love Myself And I wish, I wish I wasn't so hard on myself Heard it a million times Nothing really registers Trying to cash out But life is an expenditure I keep on pouring out When will it be coming in The harvest never comes The same season Hibernation, and everything is feeling grey I've shed my skin, evolution I'm the king of snakes Or caterpillar Break myself down with acid To be butterfly, but my wings flaccid I wont mask it Things are really hard for me You see my growth I see my inconsistency And ya I'd rather be Someone who ain't struggling They say to get ahead You got to put the muscle in And I just want to love myself Just want to, just want to Love Myself Don't need no one else Just want to, just want to Love Myself And I just want to love myself Just want to, just want to Love Myself Don't need no one else Just want to, just want to Love Myself Stop looking outside yourself and start looking inside