Last Year

Why do I keep failing at everything I do It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June Strived 1 thousand times, I'm so caught up on time I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why Let me leave this place or I will do it on my own Sadly you think it's a phase till you see my tombstone If I make it out alive I'll get to claim my throne Everyone will cease their laughter when they've seen I've grown I hold my tears in front of people that look up to me I choke my fears in front of people that make fun of me I wrote the book about how you should just enjoy the scene I broke my sight into a fraction so I get to cheat You got to think outside of the box Put yourself in other people's thoughts You're only guilty because you got caught Get sentenced to hell to a place where you rot Say that you treat everybody the same But as soon as you're up you forget all their names I try my best to hold on to my sane But a bad day will change up the course of my pain I keep failing at everything I do It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June Strived 1 thousand times, I'm so caught up on time I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why When you're sitting on your death bed will you satisfy All your dreams and hopes that you had tried to push alive Think about it if it's no then you're living a lie You're just another sheep that lived another persons life Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent I crashed my car again A side effect of zero friends I said exactly what I meant My heart is not made of cement Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent I crashed my car again A side effect of zero friends I said exactly what I meant My heart is not made of cement