Saudade

When life around you crumbles, everything's in shambles We wish upon a star but it doesn't get us very far Hoping forever but the end is in sight Can't deal with the fright, the pain, the shame If life is a game then she don't wanna play Pack up the rules Pack up the clues She can't conform anyway Find her another way to live, to give, to breathe To hold dear all the things that she believe If it's dust to ashes Then bury me underneath All the lies and receipts That she's received And she's been feeling this way since she was young Her daddy dun died And her mum is on the run She ran away from home Thinking she'll make it her own But then she saw the world And it left her on the ground Every second she could drown Again, again, again Life is pain Life is pain Again, again, again She didn't fit in Now she's in with wind Peter pan taught her how to fly Come to neverland and you will never die Forever in the sky like a childhood dream If she had one wish then she'd be with the team But they didn't need her in the first place Government checks keep'em thirsty Then she thought to herself If they don't want me I'll leave out the backdoor Make a life for myself Even if I'm dirt poor Yeah everything she earned She done begged for But she got kicked down Passed around town She finds herself at edge of a window Praying for a hero but he never comes Again and again, life is pain Everything's in vain She can't beat her demons She only sees death in freedom And she's been feeling this way since she was young Her daddy dun died And her mum is on the run She ran away from home Thinking she'll make it her own But then she saw the world And it left her on the ground Every second she could drown She ran away from home Thinking she'll make it her own But then she saw the world And it left her on the ground Every second she could drown Again, and again Life is pain Life is pain Again, and again, again and again