Overdosed

I know I'm going on and on About your love I know it's almost so Dumb dumb dumb And you don't owe me nothing at all Even your words didn't mean anything And when I'm sleeping I feel like I have overdosed On your love I'm so gone I know The thoughts of you in my head Shake like an earthquake I feel like I'm going insane (Yeah) And I know you can't be escaped (No) So I had to find out new ways to cope I emptied the baggie and crushed it all up I rolled up a bill and I snorted some stuff I puffed on the green and I lit up the rock But I thought of you more the more fucked up I got I feel like I have overdosed On your love I'm so gone I know Are you hurt just like I'm hurt I'd hate if you is I told you I loved you That's how it's gon' be I swear it's like torture My soul missing pieces And you kept all of them But finders keepers I'm willow tree permanently weeping Replay in my head when you said you leaving Thought I could get high enough To forget all that shit that you said But the drugs are deceiving Stuck feeling lonely And feeling mistreated Misunderstood How could you mislead me Goddamn it hurts I cannot fake it What made it worse I had to escape it Acting insane Results all the same Got sad then felt angry Looping my pain Burning my soul Diluting my brain Took years to stop But the loving ain't change I can't make you trust me if you don't believe You don't believe You don't believe I wish you were able to see what I see See what I see See what I see I can't control something that's bigger than me Bigger than me It's bigger than me I pray for you all the time Hope you're happy I hope you're happy I hope you're happy I feel like I have overdosed On your love I'm so gone I know