fallinlandover. (feat. M. J. Withers)

Look Beautiful lies and ugly truths to my surprise My oh my, a beautiful life, I'm on the rise To my surprise you didn't ride, you chose the side Of opposition; I proposition we sever ties Yeah Sometimes a hard decision's needed I pen & bleed it, never mislead it nor mistreat it I move in secret, cause niggas sneakin', know what I'm speakin'? Far from conceited, I'm just that nigga and you believe it Yeah you see it, was born into gold 24 karats, you're embarrassed, you niggas'll fold Embrace the glory and my story my rhythms have told Look at my scars and all my flaws I willingly hold But y'all don't hear me Deafly ears and invisible presence Been second guessin' all blessings cause life is a message Among my essence there's a wreckage; no need to address it If I address it, I expect some answers to questions Y'all don't feel me Dominicanas, Puerto Ricans, and Black beauties They talkin' to me, they tryna woo me, ideas are loosey I entertain and fade away like Lil' Boosie Got shit to do, and so much to lose, so never use me Sometimes I sit and think about you Sometimes I sit and think is this true? I wonder if I'm living right Wonder on my will to fight Wonder if I'm meant to pull through Sometimes I sit and think about you Sometimes I sit and think is this true? I wonder if I'm living right Wonder on my will to fight Wonder if I'm meant to pull through Uhn Written mentions of my deepest thoughts Illustrate my living and interventions, the bleakest art Black threads I'm wearin', gold chains and rings Seem to show my whole aesthetic's a cold range of pain Even though the money's comin', my happiness seems to test me It plays on my emotions and cardiac to arrest me Yeah Still I ball so I go through 'Cause I gotta keep that spirit bomb like I'm Goku Listen to me Stoic my expression, ready for any weapon Yet it overshadows all of my empathy and protection I'm trying my best, lately I'm trying to rest Prayin' that I keep myself together from dyin' from stress I don't even know why, feelin' like I won't fly Paranoia living in me, hopin' that I won't die But when I do I know my legacy is full and true I know my voice and intellect is always pulling you I tell my baby every single night I love her Just in case this is my last day on this Earth-uh No matter what it is, no matter what the time Just know I'm always here for you, you'll never wonder why Baby now we fly Sometimes I sit and think about you Sometimes I sit and think is this true I wonder if I'm living right Wonder on my will to fight Wonder if I'm meant to pull through Sometimes I sit and think about you Sometimes I sit and think is this true I wonder if I'm living right Wonder on my will to fight Wonder if I'm meant to pull through