Toxicant

There is something so sick and twisted Trying to find a way to self-actualise I'm running in this rat race Little do I know that I'm up in first place Find me the vaccine for my madness Inject me until I feel so pure The rush sends me too somewhere else This is what I like to call hell My memories inked through bold lines That will surely hold until I die I'm holding myself accountable For all this poison that's in my veins If I die today What is the impact that I made? Great or small Have I changed in anyway? Stop with the chattering Stop with the chattering This is exhausting I am aborting There is someone inside Let me set them free There is someone inside Let me set them free There is someone inside Let me set them free There is someone inside Let me set them free I'm falling out of love with myself again The toxicity Inside of me Will be let free To all the people that I have left behind Apologies This isn't me Well you could say that I am delirious But the problem is far more serious I'm cutting myself off From the rest of the world I don't know why I hold this curse Stop with the maddening Stop with the maddening Why are they taunting? Why are they haunting? There is someone inside Let me set them free There is someone inside Let me set them free There is someone inside Let me set them free There is someone inside Let me set them free I'm falling out of love with myself again The toxicity Inside of me Will be let free To all the people that I have left behind Apologies This isn't me My mistakes made clear through the choked words that I speak My last two passages that I dare speak A troubled soul who can't stand on two feet Why must I be so bleak? Surely hope is closer than I think TAKE IT BACK TOXIC He takes one last look at this life He will leave A wave of excitement Shrouded by grief Away to the Other side The exit is open With no turning back He hopes that this one way Will fade the black Inject me One last time Toxic...