Differentiate

Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate I can't differentiate Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate I can't differentiate Love or hate Take me down Into the depths I've sworn myself to never see I've gotten used to second guessing being part of me Taking my time before Faking the image of a Person that's got everything under control But there's a feeling deep inside of me I'm not the man that I once claimed to be Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate I can't differentiate But how did I end up in here? A burnt out mess at the end of a year At the end of a year I didn't listen to myself and everyone around me Trying to adhere to what influenced me profoundly Casting out the hated deadweights That are residing inside of me Staring into my soul I never thought I would feel so cold Hating just what I see I never thought I would want to be Isolated from what makes me Hold on through misery Time I wasted without facing It might not set me free Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate I can't differentiate Love or hate I feel my own ambition breathe down my neck Always trying to elevate myself into greater heights Yet it only leaves me feeling like a total wreck And lying awake through most of my nights The flame is fading out in me Why won't someone stop me from eating up myself? Break me down and take what you need Take what you need I've fallen victim to my very own greed Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate I can't differentiate Holding on to words Clinging on to thoughts Trusting vows once made Love or hate I can't differentiate