This Feeling

Jealous, but I'd die before I'd let it show I'll tell you that I'm so much better now you're gone That I don't have to fight or modify my tone And I'm happy that your new girl looks so beautiful And I don't know if this stupid feeling reflects what I want Or if this heartache is just a reflex eating me up This feeling, my envy of what we never had And my instincts can't be free from what we never had And though your love leans on my heartstrings, that won't ever stop I drown in the shadow of what we never had What we, from what we, what we never had What we, from what we, what we never had Jealous, but I'd lie before I let you know I'll say our love was nothing but a stepping stone That I'm over the moon that you're moving on, oh And I don't resent, I taught you everything you know And I don't know if this stupid feeling reflects what I want Or if this heartache is just reflex eating me up This feeling, my envy of what we never had And my instincts can't be free from what we never had And though your love leans on my heartstrings, that won't ever stop I drown in the shadow of what we never had What we, from what we, what we never had What we, from what we, what we never had