How To Lose Someone

I know you get lost in the vanity You got me question my own sanity And lately you haven't been a fan of me Ugh are we done thinking how can this be Sick of all of the arguing back and forth up in the kitchen Because of my mental health I know you know what's been missing Never spend time together now it's only with the kids and Disconnected from me and now you never do listen Promise I never meant to push you away Was dealing with traumas and it got in the way But in the process I made it worse for the pain So now I see why you're leaving today So I'm sobbing alone when I get home in the car I'd rather be drinking with friends at the club or the bar So you can never meet my demons or know who they are I try to run from my past but I don't get very far I'm going back and forth with myself On why I let you back inside my hell Say all you want to do is just help Extend your hand but I just push you out Said I don't need no one Try to grieve by I go numb This is how to lose someone Try to heal but I run Hope you get where I'm coming from This is how to lose someone How to lose someone How to lose someone I get a blank stare and I know what's on your mind though You say you love me but you say that all the time no Longer will I believe you it's like I'm on a tightrope Too much damage done and we've grown apart so I know Hate all the differences we have at the moment You wanna be young and single I'm feeling broken Tell you what's wrong and you wanna fix it while I'm coping Drifting apart and meanwhile I'm slowly losing focus Maybe I should've took the time out To handle my demons that I fight now Handle my past before our time out But it's too late no need to try now So I'm sobbing alone when I get home in the car I'd rather be drinking with friends at the club or the bar So you can never meet my demons or know who they are I try to run from my past but I don't get very far I'm going back and forth with myself On why I let you back inside my hell Say all you want to do is just help Extend your hand but I just push you out Said I don't need no one Try to grieve by I go numb This is how to lose someone Try to heal but I run Hope you get where I'm coming from This is how to lose someone How to lose someone How to lose someone Someone I don't need no one Someone I don't need no one Someone Someone I don't need no one