Bothered

Smiling so hard all day it makes my gums bleed Low energy so I have to force feed myself To have the stamina to pretend to give a fuck Subservient just to make a quick buck So I can stare into space as you tell a dumb joke Much funnier with my fingers wrapped around your fucking Try to stay calm as the day drags on And I try to stay calm as the day drags on But I have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me When I'm swallowing my pride so much I want to throw up Apologies from stupid boys who never want to grow the fuck up Saw you with a girl but it wasn't me Tryna keep it cool but it really hurts my feelings Laying in bed and I'm begging for sleep Now its 4 am and I'm going to rub my fucking clit off Maybe I'm depressed or just fucking bored Or a narcissist who doesn't want to be ignored Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me Have to act like it doesn't bother me