Half as Cool

(Fuck) (That was it, one, two, three) I wasn't always so bitter I wasn't always this jaded and insecure I used to dream so much bigger Then woke up in my twenties Like, oh, fuck, I'm not really sure Paying my rent is a bummer Nobody told me that everyday looks the same I have to work in the summer Used to daydream in color Now I stare into empty space I shot for the moon, ended up in the atmosphere Does anybody else hate it here? 'Cause when I wake up, I'm still 13 Staying up, drinking soda But my friends don't sleep over anymore So I'll ride on my halfpipe dream For as long as I'm able On the edge of unstable When I grow up, I just hope I see Someone one half as cool As the kid that I used to be Forget to eat until dinner Stare at my phone 'til it dies And the screen turns off I only feel like a winner When I find 20 dollars In the coat that I lost Yeah, I shot for the moon, ended up in the atmosphere Does anybody else hate it here? 'Cause when I wake up, I'm still 13 Staying up, drinking soda But my friends don't sleep over anymore So I'll ride on my halfpipe dream For as long as I'm able On the edge of unstable When I grow up, I just hope I see Someone one half as cool As the kid that I used to be 'Cause when I wake up, I'm still 13 Staying up, drinking soda But my friends don't sleep over anymore So I'll ride on my halfpipe dream For as long as I'm able On the edge of unstable When I grow up, I just hope I see Someone one half as cool One half as cool Someone one half as cool As the kid that I used to be