I've waited
To see myself
Transform, but all
Beauty falters without room
To alter, fail and fall
Straight asunder
Summon now
The bruising hands
Whose fingers purge me
Waste away
Throbbing hunger
Thoughts that strike
Thoughts that urge me
Hide hide hide
Hide hide hide
Hide hide hide
Hide hide hide hide
Hide in catharsis
Where illness
Becomes art
Cathartic motions lay me bare
Pedestals tear me apart
Wasting here
Wasting here
Hands with fingers
Down my throat
Wasting here
Wasting give me
Back the innocence you stole
Hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hide hide hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hold me close
Hold me close
Until the sickness melts off
And drops away
Hold me until I cease to exist
And this mind that never ends
Will end in power
Starve and die
Hide
Hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Hide hide hide
Sick dogs get euthanized
Oh I'll hide
I hide
Hide
Hide
Hide
