Backwards I Go

The phone it rings your name lit up My head begins to conjure up A string of words with no gaps or space to let reason breathe The growth the things I thought had changed That ringtone will evaporate and so It's backwards I go It's like a portal through time And I can't stand it Transcending years down the line Why am I here again? A version of myself I thought I'd left behind Never is that far away and now I'm here to stay I don't know what your motives are You could be genuine but it seems You have flicked a switch and now there's no way I can be Reasonably though when you speak In that calm and peaceful tone, I won't And backwards I go It's like a portal through time And I can't stand it Transcending years down the line Why am I here again? A version of myself I thought I'd left behind Never is that far away and now I'm here to stay I never wanted anymore I always get dragged down to your Level no matter what I do I have to re live this with you It's like a portal through time And I can't stand it Transcending years down the line Why am I here again? A version of myself I thought I'd left behind Never is that far away and now I'm here to stay