Universe

I'm still staring at you through a telescope I'm on my tippy toes Trying to see behind the walls that float around you Spinning like the moons of Jupiter It was so beautiful When I was in it, getting used to all of Your friends and your house and your life Where is the architect? 'Cause they never sat down to build mine But it's true There's a universe outside of you I don't like it but I'm trying to hold both my hands on the wheel And just know that someday I'll be happy out here I'm still screaming at you through a microphone But you're never at thе show And I'm only smiling 'til I get back home To lie in bеd and wrestle with this need to check And see where I should have been See all the better shit that's happening with Your friends in your house for your life I was a part of it Deep breath, I know now, it's not mine And it's true There's a universe outside of you I don't like it but I'm trying to hold both my hands on the wheel And just know that someday I'll be happy out here You're throwing a party Going to invite everybody I'm sorry if it sounds dumb But I'm throwing a party I'm going to invite everybody I'm sorry that you can't come But it's true There's a universe outside of you I don't like it but I'm trying to hold both my hands on the wheel And just know that with space, something new will appear And someday I'll be happy out here