Habits

I had a dream It came and stuck to me And there I saw That seas would rise and gates will fall But the faster it goes The more blurred it becomes And I can't see The faster it goes the more my heart races For those times to come to me I remember When there were no horror cuts in my mind Time moved by slower But now it flashes before me And the faster it goes The more blurred it becomes And I can't see The faster it goes the more my heart races For those times to come to me If I could control the habits of my heart I'd lock them right away If I could control the mistakes that I made They'd never see the day I remember When it was all easier When my kingdom came But it was all locked away But the faster it goes The more blurred it becomes And I can't see The faster it goes the more my heart races And I've lost my grip on me If I could control the habits of my heart I'd lock them right away If I could control the mistakes that I made They'd never see the day I'll never be I'll never be what you want me to be I'll never be I'll never be what you want me to be I'll never be Oh I'll never be what you want me to be I'll never be I'll never be want you want me to be If I could control the habits of my heart (I'll never be what you want me to be) I'd lock them right away If I could control the mistakes that I made (I'll never be) They'd never see the day (Oh I'll never be what you want me to be) If I could control the habits of my heart (I'll never ever ever no) I'd lock them right away (I'll never what you want me to be) If I could control the mistakes that I made (I'll never be) They'd never see the day (Oh I'll never be what you want me to be)