I Don't Even Care About It

Wake up and sail away The love that I've been in is fucked up and not okay And I don't even care about it Sit and drown in the shallow and if I just stand up If I can just take a breath Maybe then I can clear my head, I can be different But I'm just not feeling like it (Ooh, ooh, ooh) I don't look back (back) It's like a panic attack and I'm so quick to react It takes everything I have (have) And I thought you should know that I'm not letting go Even if I'm seeing black When it seems like, it feels like I don't even care about it And I'm alright, I'll be fine I don't even care about it I'm still gone I'm out of it And I forgot how to get up and quit Before it takes me under again Getting caught by the undertow Did I lose control, did I ever even have it? Before I open my mouth again Can I ditch my head, can I drop it like a habit? (Ooh, ooh, ooh) I don't look back (back) It's like a panic attack and I'm so quick to react It takes everything I have (have) And I thought you should know that I'm not letting go Even if I'm seeing black When it seems like, it feels like I don't even care about it And I'm alright, I'll be fine I don't even care about it (I don't even care about it, care about it) (Ooh, ooh, ooh) And I don't even care about it I'm beginning to like it I'm beginning to like it when I'm down A feeling I used to forget And it'd always come again right back around I'm feeling the cold dark air I'm feeling it now but I don't care I breathe it in and let it win, again And I don't even care about it I don't look back (back) It's like a panic attack and I'm so quick to react It takes everything I have (have) And I thought you should know that I'm not letting go Even if I'm seeing black When it seems like, it feels like I don't even care about it And I'm alright, I'll be fine I don't even care about it