Been feeling pulled to that old frame
Buried by broken dreams half made
Toxic foundation I have laid
Crushing me suffocating
It's dark down here
Stifling air
I pictured myself being rid of this
Selfish, destructive existence
Constantly putting myself at risk
I tried change but nothing comes of it
And I know
This time I'll pull myself out of the hole
Every day I feel so heavy
Strangled by anxiety
Ripped apart by reality
I fight, I try
Deeper as the spiral goes
A circle filled with exit holes
My god how could I feel so cold
Alive?
Am I alive?
Is that the best you got?
Are you even trying?
You'll never be the man
That you wanted to be
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up now
Can't you see?
We've taken control
I pictured myself being rid of this
Selfish, destructive existence
Constantly putting myself at risk
I tried change but nothing comes of it
And I know
This time I'll pull myself out of the hole
