Cloud Nine

I miss you so much at times That crying is not even enough People say just give it some time And the pain will slowly go away And I prayed I tried to have a little bit of faith But it weighs on my shoulders When at night I look up to the sky I wish I could hold your hands in mine Like a star to start to shine Gonna meet you on cloud nine Cloud nine, cloud nine In my bloodline, bloodline Towards blinding lights Feels like paradise I am writing endless rhymes About times you showed me your love You were such a humble ally So now it feels like running a marathon With no breaks I shut my eyes just to picture your face It resonates with safe memories It's been a while Since I followed your advice Chasing my dreams makes me feel alive But the grief is still inside Gonna meet you on cloud nine Cloud nine, cloud nine In my bloodline, bloodline Towards blinding lights Feels like paradise Look I know I'm not the same person I was When we last spoke So many things have changed Some are good, some are bad Some turned into something Nobody could even imagine But what matters really is that I learned from you that There's always a bright side So it will get easier And then okay And then it will feel like freedom But right now I miss you Cloud nine, cloud nine In my bloodline, bloodline Towards blinding lights We're in paradise Cloud nine, cloud nine In my mind's eye, mind's eye You always by my side Call me anytime