Change

I was happy for a minute Met some new people everything was feelin different Ion' even know the difference Between being close and being distant Some people being fake an' they'll be gone in an instant But fuck that got some new goals new me Cutting off people, turning over a new leaf I'm done complaining bout it now, I'm speaking truly Switching my energy quick I'm talkin spooky Pull up actin like a fool, you can miss me I am not gonna get stuck in more traps, don't call me Mickey Why don't you say all that stuff to my face, it ain't risky I'm switchin lanes and you goin thirty, I'm goin sixty So think back on this when you find some new brawn Think before you act, or they won't care when you're gone Just know I'm someone who you could really count on You really didn't have to move on Yuh Feeling myself On this beat They call me adorable I'm cold like sleet How you so likable Man how would I know People treat me different Stab em with an icicle Riding on a bicycle Wish summer was back Wearing not all black Miss the days i can't get back Imma threat to your tracks On my prozac shit Hijack her head just to make things happy again Kill her demons within But the grin wiped off When they break in And been tryin I'm the sheep in wolf skin My sleep is restless I'm adolescent Reaping my benefits Parents don't care About our presence Sending messages To heaven, saying save me a spot Second guessing my decisions that i made While I vomit in a parking lot Ouu, Ouu, Ouuuu Ouu, Ouu, Ouuuu It's like nobody cares It ain't fair How you there Laughing and smiling with no tears Living in a nightmare, I'm elsewhere I feel low class like welfare, y'all well aware Y'all make me lugubrious You see me in the halls and look at me like who is this? We stayed up all night talking and I thought we were doing this But I guess I was wrong it turns out I'm the stupidest Nowadays all I ever think is how I'm losing her She stray away from me and stay back like I'm lucifer I'm just tryna run away forever go to Jupiter Cuz what's the point of being here if I'm just going to suffer Got stuck to my chain link fence Imma buy my mom a fucking benz' No matter how I make it in this business Imma get out here, past tense I ain't asking for attention Babe I promise I have the best intentions Gotta see where I resurface cause I been stuck out at sea Cause I feel like i'm the furthest from the place i need to be If this a dream Don't wake me up What if you ain't there Your spot is taken it up I punch my walls Thinking of my problems How I can't fix em all Momma says don't resort to Violence, even if you see him Imma stop trying Called you crying Just clarifying Your leaving in 3 days Silence