Burn All of Your Bridges

I've made many of mistakes in my past life And maybe burning all my bridges Is the only thing I've done right Warm alcohol Teeth soaked in gin (Oh god) Am I worth saving? I hate everything about you And everything you stand for The dreamer that once was Now nothing but a shell You were a mourner at my door step I let the voice of doubt Silence that of the truth Still blind Still searching While the world keeps burning I gave you everything Why don't we make amends Just brush it off as friends As many good times As there are knives stuck in my back Unspoken tensions chafing the edges Driving a wedge between us We were meant to fall apart I should have known from the start You've always been a shadow In the corner of my eye Animalistic Cannibalistic Show yourself for what you are Nothing more than a letdown The higher the dosage The harder the come down I should have known from the start Why don't we make amends Just brush it off as friends As many good times As there are knives stuck in my back Unspoken tensions chafing the edges Driving a wedge between us We were meant to fall How I hoped you'd fail But only from afar I only live to watch them burn Lines drawn People crossed Oh how I hoped you'd fail But only from afar Maybe this is all on me I'm an addict on a drug called tragedy Maybe this is all on me I'm an addict on a drug called Maybe this is all on me I'm an addict on a drug called tragedy Maybe this is all on me I'll spit out my poison Call it "sweet" Maybe this is all on me I'm an addict on a drug called tragedy Maybe this is all on me Spit out my poison Call it "sweet" (My mind) (My hurt) (My hate) (My mind) (My hurt) (A waste of time)