fake a smile (feat. VRSTY)

If madness is a lake Than we're damaging the lifeboats Trying not to sink But we're drowning in denial White flag, violence on the mind So I'm thinkin' I'm a monster, a monster Paranoid, can't avoid it, built to fall Truth is that I hate the way we played it off And now there's nothing left that we can say at all We made a monster, a monster Jealousy just let me breathe Here's a note to self I threw out my fucks Burned the paper trail Think I'm gettin' tired of me So come and start a fire with me Now I just wanna lie through my teeth I'm gonna fake a smile then I'll leave (Fuck it all and fake a smile) Diggin' down we're falling out Guess we're gonna go dragging this down again And now it took a storm to see That the bricks we laid together weren't that strong Last call You tell me a lot that I still think about now And I thought I could trust you 'til I figured you out You were doing things just for the attention You planted a seed that I let grow into your bad intentions Jealousy just let me breathe Here's a note to self I threw out my fucks Burned the paper trail Think I'm gettin' tired of me So come and start a fire with me Now I just wanna lie through my teeth I'm gonna fake a smile then I'll leave (Fuck it all and fake a smile) Tryin' to pry, but I see The dominoes are fallin' beneath The evidence is down at our feet now My lungs are gonna break if I don't breathe out If madness is a lake Than we're damaging the lifeboats Trying not to sink But we're drowning in denial White flag, violence on the mind So I'm thinkin' I'm a monster, a monster I'm falling out of frame, pull my face in But the character remains when you drag me out (I'm a monster, monster) (A monster, monster) (Jealousy just let me breathe) Think I'm gettin' tired of me So come and start a fire with me Now I just wanna lie through my teeth I'm gonna fake a smile then I'll leave (Fuck it all and fake a smile) Tryin' to pry, but I see The dominoes are fallin' beneath The evidence is down at our feet now My lungs are gonna break if I don't breathe out I think I'm gettin' tired of me So come and start a fire with me I'm gonna fake a smile then I'll leave The evidence is down at our feet now My lungs are gonna break if I don't breathe out