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I don't even know right now Saying these things Walking this way How do you bring Yourself to the day I've got noise in my mind But it's easy to lie I'm feeling alright We're paddling through These big waves of life I'm struggling to be As sharp as a knife But what else can I say What choice do I have I'm in my own way Frozen in place Don't have control of my face Can't find words to displace The ones you're shouting I try to maintain my cool But I'm running low on fuel This fire ain't lasting Long enough to speak my truth Finding myself Jumping between Having no words And feeling like a queen But as soon as the crown Gets dust on the gems I feel like a clown Falling deeper Spiralling Everybody's Staring Frozen in place Don't have control of my face Can't find words to displace The ones you're shouting I try to maintain my cool But I'm running low on fuel This fire ain't lasting Long enough to speak my truth I'm aware those days have gone away But I'm scared of what that means I'm aware those days have gone away But I'm scared of what that means I'm aware