WHAT WOULD I DO?

Know that I been thinking for awhile now When would I forget all of this while I run My eyes been drawing circles in the clouds now My heart is floating round while I take the sun Have you ever thought of it Any regret of it Times you wish you could return Think just for the hell of it Ideas in my mind Every hand of ticking time Could be doing something better Would you? Cus' if I could rearrange every clock If I could tell my Ma I was lost I wouldn't spare another second not wasting Kindle flames that were off I would embrace all of the love Tell my grandma what I'm on Don't wanna leave any stone unturned Don't wanna feel like I'm still in the dark Better days Better days Hope this always paves another way What I'm saying Is I always crave The lust for living better I dont wanna live another Life ahead of mine just so I can get it right What would I do if I can't say my goodbyes? What can I do if you'd cry? Where ill be now that I reside in the sky What would i do if I? What would I do if I'm gone? Would I do it all again or would I think it was wrong? Maybe consider how my fam' would feel Would my friends move on? If I tried to make amends maybe i would've grown But I think it's too late (No) I'm living a sealed fate (What if you could go back?) There aint a point at this rate I'm feeling lost, too many sins Suffocated and cornered in What is the use to repent if there isn't light at the very end I'm looking for Better days Better days I just wanna live some better days I need a way I cant live another life I wish I could but I'm stuck Now I'm talking to myself and in my head I'm questioning and always thinking just What would I do If I can't say my goodbyes? What can I do if you'd cry? Where ill be now that I reside in the sky What would i do if I? What would I do? What would I do? (If I) If I can't say my goodbyes? What would I do? What would I do? What would I do if I died?