Your Party

Could you invite me to your party I know that you don't know me very well But I've been getting kinda lonely Constantly isolating myself I Thought that I'd feel better If I ruled out any chance of ever getting hurt I thought that I'd feel better Convincing myself other people'd never know my worth I don't wanna socialize But I've idealized it somehow I don't wanna go to your house I just don't wanna feel Left out Ooh Could you invite me to your party I know I make a point to sit alone but I'll get over my anxiety And maybe then I'll feel perfectly comfortable I Thought I'd like it better To be noticed by the people I've always wanted to be I thought I'd like it better If I forced myself to match all of their personalities I don't wanna socialize But I've idealized it somehow I don't wanna go to your house I just don't wanna feel Left out Left out I know you don't know me well I just don't wanna feel left out Tired of isolating myself Ooh ooh ooh Could you invite me to your party I don't know why I would even ask What's the point in even going If once I get there I just wade to the back I don't wanna socialize But I've idealized it somehow I don't wanna go to your house I just don't wanna feel Left out