Not Going Home

And it comes in waves(waves) I feel intrigued and satisfied(satisfied) In the cruelest way(way) Indoctrinate, keep me inside My eyes My eyes Take the splinter stay awake I've begun to fade away my dear I'm beginning to fall in familiar ways I'm not going home Step aside and watch it derail I fear I'm not going home Give up life for grace(for grace) Teach me, my needs can step aside(can step aside) Spin around all day(all day) Spirits, machines, inside of my mind Inside of my mind Inside of my mind Take the splinter stay awake I've begun to fade away my dear I'm beginning to fall in familiar ways I'm not going home Step aside and watch it derail I fear I'm not going home I'm beginning to fall in familiar ways I'm not going home Step aside and watch it derail I fear I'm not going home When the frogs are falling Maybe God is waiting Only fear is growing Maybe God is waiting I'm beginning to fall in familiar ways I'm not going home Step aside and watch it derail I fear I'm not going home I'm beginning to fall in familiar ways I'm not going home Step aside and watch it derail I fear I'm not going home (All I ever wanted was to see your face) (All I ever wanted was to see your face)