Blame

Far from thoughts I used to know Without lights distracting nights I fight alone too long Sick of feeling that I missed the moment I could stop Walls I built around the truth that you're gone The city of lights where you take what you want, but give more than you've got Hated by shinigami, beloved by "gods" Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Upside down floating in the storm The guilt became my nightmare I blame myself for the flame that's gone I failed! What have I done? I took away the spark of hope I've loved Only glimpses bouncing off the walls The self isolation escalates reflections Growing deprivation I hope it's a test I'm dreaming awake I'm stuck in the prison I made by myself Bothering questions Unwanted response Defected out of the frame Without expressions Reneged like sentence Infected I'm not the same Losing sight, I'm still tracked by your scent Harmonized with your shade Want to fade the same Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Losing sight Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Losing sight I blame myself for the flame that's gone I failed! What have I done? I took away the spark of hope I've loved I blame myself for the flame that's gone I failed! What have I done? I took away the spark of hope I've loved Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Losing sight Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Losing sight Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Losing sight Shattered soul Sinking ghost Living dead inside Losing sight Drag me out and release Put me back to one piece Separate from the feeling we're all disinventioned Divided for the rest of my days I wonder if this could be a phase Feel the blaze once glowed I live in a fake, I'm deluding myself I ruined your life's code