Drownin' (feat. Ekoh)

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Flagrant foul, And-1, Count it You say that you can relate, I doubt it I ain't really thinkin' about what can happen from it, all I Care about is that it find my pain and that it numb it, all this Tolerance I'm buildin' got it pausin' All my feelin's hard to deal with All this bullshit got it packed up to the ceilin' Concealin' that it's an escape for me It's somethin' you can not take from me Distilled rain to kill the pain in me Inside my shell I wait n' bleed Room stay spinnin' this the wave that I been in Down in a hole is the way I been livin' Poundin' my soul, outta control, sound is eroding Chest cavin' in, I'm folding Holding onto life by a shoestring Hoping for better days and a new Beginning with the way I'm livin' But I can't stop with the way I'm sinnin' No wait just a minute No way that I'm finished Ok I'm diminished Slow fade, yea no kiddin' I'm in the corner of my room just sittin' 'Bout to have the time of my life, Good Riddance Lookin' in the mirror gotta cover up my eyes Lookin' right through myself I don't wanna see inside I been screamin' out for help, not gettin' a reply Tellin' momma I'm sorry in person on the other side You can only see it from the sidelines You don't really wanna see through my eyes Get back, give me space at a stop sign I digress, guess I'll have another Mai Tai Got a few more days until I die Walk around, tiptoe on a fine line I don't see a difference whenever I try Peace of mind, piece of soul, tryna find mine Don't think I'll ever rest in peace Thoughts got me feelin' like I'm a freak on a leash Bleedin' out every time that I speak But they don't ever really like it when you say what you mean Up n' Down, why'm I so bi-polar Chuggin' this bottle, no I don't wanna grow older I'm Kel, that's my orange soda Mandalorian, that's my baby Yoda Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Look at my soul, I'm drownin' Look at my, Look at my Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Look at my soul, I'm drownin' Look at my, Look at my Somethin' keeps pullin' me down I really feel like I'm drownin' I made up a voice in my head, like What you doin' man I think it's the end right? Hit the gas on a two-way road, when it's 2:00am And it's turn off the headlights What's the worst that can happen now? I think that bein' fucked up is comin' back in style See I'm lucky that I'm here, we should go and get a beer Maybe use it to swallow a couple pills, really get wild I gotta push the voice down before it's too loud I been here before, I just need to get a grip On this shit and hold the mic 'round They want me to slip, but that ain't no way To live, so I switch it up and write down What I feel when I get up on the mic And I find what it means to spit it out I don't really care in the end if you think That I'm dope or I fit with you I just got some shit I need to say, so I put it on The page and I paint when I'm in the booth I know that I'm different admittedly, but I never Gave a fuck, look at you man you're all the same Everybody sleepin' on the truth, but I'm here Doin' work 'til you're wide awake They wanna hide the hate, but I can see that clear view Tryna keep all of the doubt in the rearview But it's hard to look ahead when There's demons in the backseat Pullin' at my soul 'til it tear through Got me feellin' like I'm Batman, year two In the fight of my life with the reaper Try to get to the ones that I love But he knows he gotta get through me first Feel like I'm drownin' and everyone 'round is just Waitin' and watchin' me strugglin' countin' the seconds Until I quit fightin' the crowd they been smilin' at me While they weighin' me down and they claimin' they help Listen in close and their voices all sound like myself I couldn't tell it's the same one that's been Here all along and it's finally taken me out Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Look at my soul, I'm drownin' Look at my, Look at my Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul Drink it up, Sip it up Take a look at my soul I'm drownin' Look at my soul, I'm drownin' Look at my, Look at my