Oblivion

Secretly deepen my fantasy Tracing the lines of the invisible Ignoring what goes through my eyes Stepping over reality Normal state of anxiety Trapped in a circle of agony Lying on top of the universe Mind separated from my own bones Now when i stand, I see the place Where chaos is everything You stare at me, I realize I fall into oblivion When I run I find no place to hide I just hope someday I'll see the light 'Cos I just cannot pretend (I feel like a grenade about to explode) So maybe if I close my eyes (I'd be happy for the last time) The more i breathe, the more i see And when i see, i get confused Misunderstanding everything I hardly ever feel amused All the voices in this dream Whispering right to my ear Saying it'll be okay What if someday I disappear? Reaching higher, running away If I die, will you mind? Maybe it's better to be ignored Hiding out from the world When I run I find no place to hide I just hope someday I'll see the light 'Cos I just cannot pretend (I feel like a grenade about to explode) So maybe if I close my eyes (I'd be happy for the last time) When I run I find no place to hide I just hope someday I'll see the light 'Cos I just cannot pretend (I feel like a grenade about to explode) So maybe if I close my eyes (I'd be happy for the last time)