Within Destruction We Rise

You think I'm taking this for granted But all the time that you'd beg Brought all the times I'd forgive You'll think im lying, that I planned this But every time you'd admit I swore I'd get you through this Forget (all of my pointless advances) Forget (that im still dead inside) Forfit (all of your failing pretenses) Forfit (while they live lies) Connect my flesh to freezing steel The overwhelming peace of suffering Iced over, cold, bitter bite unhealed The price you pay to sleep so comfortably We share the physical and vain I have no doubts of rationality I know we'll share this bed of worms The price you'd pay the get best of me Step one (you've got to learn to forget) Step two (forgive) Step three (put your dead foot forward) Step four (give in) Now we're here and done pretending Let your love fade back to hating Not here to pretend, just here to forget Whats left between us, what I swore I'd rebuild Not here to be your friend Not stepping back to that I gave you too much Now im paying the price for my past My past does not define who I am I wont let this ruin me Fuck all forgiveness fuck all second chances I dont care what your friends believe Fuck all your begging and your devilish glances There all momentary You wont understand me This life has come to past When you're all I had left When I've tried and fallen short And it's become my last resort When you've tried and fallen short When you're all im fighting for