Without You

If it was love then why dint' you stay I remember every time you told me That I was the one that couldn't be replaced But it was soo easy to throw us away And the only way I keep my peace Is thinking the universe wants it to be I fucking love you but not more than me When I could die tommoro I cannot leave with no regrets You actin' different I'm peepin' on it I really wanted to stay till the end But I gotta take off these Rose-Colored Glasses And know when it's time for me to walk away So I can see we wanted different things All of this effort I'm tired of askin' for it Why did you ask me to commit I see where this is going it's into a ditch It's breaking my heart cuz I know that it's one that you digged You really thought I would lay up in it But I let you go cuz I know that I tried So I'm not gonna cry Cuz you already made me feel dead so I'm not gonna die Without you When I'm cuttin' you off Don't you act like it came out the blue The red in this pill that I had to swallow Cuz I had to get to the truth When I'm asking questions you call it dramatic Gaslighting me so that I would not panic But you gotta habit of being erratic How can I trust you when all of this time You tried to go hide you did it before All of that time you were giving me less But behind my back you were lookin' for more When you was the only one I need Going hard for you like concrete I showed you what it was like to be down But you only walked over me Could've been lovers Fairytale like it's no other You would never have to cheat All you had to do was ask And you know I'd give you anything you need But you waited til the feds did a sweep I saw the cards in your hand and I read em and weeped Cuz you'll give a lie til you see me holdin' a receipt If it was love then why dint' you stay I remember every time you told me That I was the one that couldn't be replaced But it was soo easy to throw us away And the only way I keep my peace Is thinking the universe wants it to be I fucking love you but not more than me When I could die tommoro I cannot leave with no regrets You actin' different I'm peepin' on it I really wanted to stay till the end But I gotta take off these Rose-Colored Glasses And know when it's time for me to walk away So I can see we wanted different things All of this effort I'm tired of askin' for it Why did you ask me to commit I see where this is going it's into a ditch It's breaking my heart cuz I know that it's one that you digged You really thought I would lay up in it But I let you go cuz I know that I tried So I'm not gonna cry Cuz you already made me feel dead so I'm not gonna die Without you