Shipwreck

Wake up at 7 on Monday My 9 to 5 life feels like a nightmare Spend all my money on payday Send help, I'm losing the plot here What is left of me? The pressure has messed up my mind and youth forever, and I still Get up at 7 on Mondays I'm buried in work I'm going nowhere The truth is I think we're wasting away I think we're wasting away And I'm not okay No I'll never be you I'd rather drink some toxin Lock myself in a room And be forever boxed in Drowning myself so bad Till I'm a shipwreck No I'll never be you Yeah I got other problems Breaking my habits to repair my broken heart dies Send me to rehab Don't wanna bow down no longer Detox my life Yeah don't see that What is left of me? Got bitter It messed up my mind and youth forever, and I still Wake up at 7 on Sundays I'm sipping on poison Need a clean cut The truth is I think we're wasting away I think we're wasting away And I'm not okay No I'll never be you I'd rather drink some toxin Lock myself in a room And be forever boxed in Drowning myself so bad Till I'm a shipwreck No I'll never be you Yeah I got other problems Two-faced Dancing on tables on weekends Next step, smoking the devil, forget to repent Avoid conversations, I don't wanna know Survived, next drink, 1 2 let's go Don't make me realise All the things I left behind Noose tied to the anchor This ship's kamikaze suicide No I'll never be you I'd rather drink some toxin Lock myself in a room And be forever boxed in Drowning myself so bad Till I'm a shipwreck No I'll never be you Yeah I got other problems