Pain (feat. Jordan Meyer)

I cant take the Pain / I cant take the Pain so Please just let it out of me (BIGSTAT VERSE 1) Looking at your picture when I wake up Reminiscing still wishing you would wake up Im wishing you would Listen when I say stuff No response Youre gone the Pains stuck It just isnt the same It doesnt Matter how much I visit your grave Considered to visit the killer in prison but WHY revisit the pain if He isnt ashamed This Cant be real it cant be real I still dont feel like my family Healed I wanna move forward but Im standing still with this whole in my soul that I cant fulfill And I accept that Im left with a void I remember you left remember your choice I remember the pain remember the joys But it eats me up inside I cant remember your Voice I cant take it (Jordan Meyer) I cant take the Pain / I cant take the Pain so Please just let it out of me (Bigstat 2) Its been a little while since I wrote to you Its been a little while since I spoke to you I see these little signs and I know its you And when Im doing my thing I do it all for you In my heart in my blood in the air I breath When I look in the mirror I see you stare at me Your survive when you look in these eyes Your that drive that keeps me alive I couldnt understand how you left and ran out But Im a man now I figured gods plan out When I felt the hurt It was like Hell on Earth Didnt know why you died I blamed myself at first Why'd you take my momma c'mon God couldnt you have waited longer It was so hard to face the drama Kept my head up and guess what it made me stronger but still (Jordan Meyer) I cant take the Pain / I cant take the Pain so Please just let it out of me (BIGSTAT VERSE 3) No More Gettin Upset Now No More Accepting Regrets Now I Cant change that my Brains been Engraved With this Pain Everyday and I'll Never Forget How I Wanna Be Free I Wanna be Free It Still always seems to Keep Botherin me Noone else can Make this Change so its gotta be me I wont allow a black cloud to keep followin me I Dont Know your Name or what Prison your In Ill Never Understand why you did what you did I just Need all this weight 2 be lifted within So I'll be the Bigger man I Forgive What you Did All I know is that this was NO Accident All I hope is that my Mother found Happiness Now I know nothing can stands in my way Cuz this pain made me the man i am today