Curse Called Love

Losing you went together with losing a part of my fucking self Nothings clear, can't seem to let love get near. Not anymore Pierced your syringe inside me Injected hope just to go and turn your back Lost the foundation to be loved Its speaking in a language, that I can't understand This curse called love doesn't go hand in hand with who I am Fear overwhelms me Whenever it gets near Is it the absence or the presence that I fear? I can't go with or without When will it go down south? Endless overthinking, will I ever feel that way again? Because this curse called love, doesn't go hand in hand with who I am Losing you went together with losing a weight of my fucking chest Nothing's clear, how did I hold on so long? Not anymore Pierced your syringe inside me Injected hope just to go and turn your back Changed my perception of this love Its speaking in a language, that I can't understand This curse called love doesn't go hand in hand with who I am Fear overwhelms me Whenever it gets near Is it the absence or the presence that I fear? A curse called love These conversations I have with myself They're in a language I don't understand I guess I meant all the things I said That I didn't speak them sooner is my one regret And I walk alone Even though I've worked my fingers to the bone for you I rather die alone Than to die alongside an empty truth A curse called love