Good Reasons to Freeze to Death

Lately, I've been wishing I could meet you again Small cracks in my memories Drain the life from these holes in my head No eyes in my memories And the devil that I know is a shimmer pinned to my wall I witnessed a murder in the snow And I saw steam rise from a still-weeping wound Blood stained hands that looked like mine I place a finger in my mouth and find it with my teeth And I try to remember who and where I am But everything that I think or see or speak Reminds me of something that I've killеd And I see my face in the reflеction of the blade and I whimper I wish that I couldn't see you under all this white I wish I could undo this I think the wrong one died A photo of you falls from the wall And shakes me from this dream Have you ever seen a memory die? No, that's not right No, It's not dead No, It just grew teeth I slice a finger trying to pick up its remains Have you ever seen a memory draw blood? Have you ever seen a memory draw blood? And I'm still plagued by this vision Even when I wake, I still see the coward Who drinks from rusted cups and spits out all that's sweet Pathetic creature would rather run Than learn to lick his wounds I pray that the frost gives way to hungry soil And he becomes its feed When all these frozen moments thaw Will I know how to swim? When all these frozen moments thaw Will I learn how to swim?