Worst I've Ever Had (Love Me Now)

Been running on empty

Think I need some new parts

Was digging my heels in

But now I'm falling apart

Time passed me by

Like a ship at night

Now I'm left in cold waters

Running out of my mind

If I say I'm fine

Does it make me a liar?

Does it make me a fool

For cutting myself in two?

Wish I could love me how

I can love somebody else

Drown my heartbeat to the ground

How am I gonna love me now?

Wish I could see myself

How I feel for someone else

I'm just lost and never found

How am I gonna love me now?

How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

I can be so cruel

I can be so heartless

Sold myself a truth

Wishing it was harmless

Always left to lose

But now I don't know what to do

I'm fighting fires in my mind

I'm on the edge of

Fight or flight, yeah

Fall from grace, so

Start to rise

Wish I could love me how

I can love somebody else

Drown my heartbeat to the ground

How am I gonna love me now?

Wish I could see myself

How I feel for someone else

I'm just lost and never found

How am I gonna love me now?

How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

Feels like we're holding back

I'm the worst I've ever had

The worst I've had

The worst I've had

Feels like we're holding back

I'm the worst I've ever had

The worst I've had

The worst I've had

Wish I could love me how

I can love somebody else

Drown my heartbeat to the ground

How am I gonna love me now?

Wish I could see myself

How I feel for someone else

I'm just lost but never found

How am I gonna love me now?