Trying to be chill for you, but I'm not ok

Picture your tongue down somebody else's throat Its nauseating

I got my freedom too, know it's not too late To find me a stranger, fucking my brains out I'll dissociate...

If you're the jealous type I've never really seen it When you say you miss me do you mean it

Is my absence really a relief to you?

I wanna burn the mattress that you let her sleep in Brand new set of sheets only for me and you

(No one but me and you)

Wish I could be cool girl for you Open, easy, while you peruse

I try, I can't, It's sad, but true Nobody else compares to you

(I can't help but feel like just another option. I'm not the person that gets the best of you. I'm the person that gets...what remains...)

How can I let you explore without feeling disposable? Hard separating the physical from the emotional Baby I've been crossing oceans for you

Just to show my love

That's some shit I never do Why isn't it enough?

I'm not the jealous type but I've been feeling cheated When you say you miss me while you're meeting Someone else, can't wait to take her home with you

I wanna burn the bridges that we built between us Just to prove that I can really hurt you too

Wish I could be cool girl for you Open, easy, while you peruse

I try, I can't, It's sad, but true Nobody else compares to you

When you're not here, what do I do?

Wake up in someone else's room?

I'll come, I'll go, I'll still feel used

Nobody else compares to you (nobody else compares)

(What do you do?)

(What am I supposed to do?) (Wake up in someone else's room?)

Wish I could be cool girl for you Open, easy, while you peruse

I try, I can't, It's sad, but true Nobody else compares to you

When you're not here, what do I do? Wake up in someone else's room? I'll come, I'll go, I'll still feel used Nobody else compares to you