Ambition

Ok ready? There was that time with that guy Where I lied and I said "I want you" Then it fell through There were those games and birthdays That I skipped and they'd say "All you do Is make us blue" I've been all in for this Nights crawling to it Now my head's one fucking riot But I blame my ambition For the heart attacks For the friends I lack For the weight I live with And I blame my ambition On the days I've had On the ways they act When they say i'm gifted When you had your problems I helped you solve them When I gave you mine You said "I quit" And they could win oscars Send me to the doctors With all of the lies they made me drink I've been all in for this Nights balling for years Now my head's one fucking riot But I blame my ambition For the heart attacks For the friends I lack For the weight I live with And I blame my ambition On the days I've had On the ways they act When they say i'm gifted And I don't ever call back Or like to do as I'm asked Might go to hell 'cus I never listen And I'm a girl with a plan And they have problems with that 'Cus they're alive but they're barely living So sue I'm ambitious Always been like Left party sad Liquor's bad for business And sue I'm ambitious So I grew up fast Promised mum and dad That I'd make a difference