Bleeding Sanity

When lightning strikes, there is no embrace The hit is precise, taking my place It sucks the life right out of me This isn't the way it was supposed to be Thought I was the chosen one Guess again I was wrong Meaningless belief, there is no breathing It just cant be, while I'm alone here aching Your head stuck between my thighs I'll your your skull filled with lies In no mood for pleasure All I feel is the pain This is it My fear is growing What will I lose? Shall I laugh or cry? Who am I? Where am I going? It's time to choose Live or die A life full of spite, depression and hurt I suffer here, while you stand there and gloat Must never have meant to be I can't, but the knife's all bloody I cheat to deceive my fear The end is here Everything's too much, I might just explode Driving me towards death, lock and load Soon gone you won't remember Your memory will get denser Ghosts laugh pathetic being My life has no meaning This is it My fear is growing What will I loose? Shall I laugh or cry Who am I? Where am I going? It's time to choose Live or die I think I am losing my mind Sanity leaving me behind There are no more words to say Don't try to make me stay I fail Slowly rotting Inside I bleed Restless, can't focus Wide awake, can't sleep This pain I cannot take This is it My fear is growing What will I loose? Shall I laugh or cry Who am I? Where am I going? It's time to choose Live or die This is it My fear is growing What will I loose? Shall I laugh or cry Who am I? Where am I going? It's time to choose Live or die