Leaving Toronto

What do i even mean by it I will always be like this Keep heart on my sleeve I wish Only for a real moment Worth more than a year holding Onto a false bliss My brains like a cave The darkness is my safety I've become strangely pale My nails diggin in your flesh I just wanted to caress But i am so desperate And clinging on Keys in the door I'm leaving Toronto Oh tell me not to go It's not possible But i would like to hear That when I'm gone You'll miss me dear There's such a thing as too creative I imagined situations Far beyond reality Injected with a holy nature Light the sky but not a saviour All it ever was is me Master of my own deception Take your words and build a heaven Begging you for what i seek And clinging on Keys in the door I'm leaving Toronto Oh tell me not to go It's not possible But I would like to hear That when I'm gone You'll miss me dear Ohhh Miss when i was only high Don't want to see this in the light Feed me that lie Miss when I was only high Don't want to see this in the light I'm leaving Toronto I'm leaving Toronto Oh tell me not to go It's not possible But i would like to hear That when I'm gone You'll miss me dear