How I Got over Katie (And All the Others)

I got over Katie about 8 months after the break up When I found out she fucked her best friend about 2 days after the break up And of course it was the dude She told me not to worry about And of course it was on a camping trip I cried over the phone asking her if she did it And her answer wasn't no And her answer wasn't What are you talking about? Her answer was why would someone tell you that They should've known that would hurt you I got over Selena 3 years after things ended When we met up for the 10th time and I realized We just antagonize each other And if you marry your enemy You will live your whole life in a trench Before you die and get buried in a hole I got over Courtney 3 days after the 3rd time She left when I realized the end of us Could be the beginning of me And why try to sculpt someone into Being compatible with you anyways When statues probably don't even fucking Like being sculpted they just can't run away In the middle of the night And I was done with Nina baby two months before I left her Cuz I was sick of silent treatments I was sick of temper The silence in the morning was way louder than the blender And one look from her was stronger than The coffee her mom had sent her And I wish that this next part Was like all of the past parts But instead of getting over girls It's getting over past scars Baggage and the bullshit in my head Like fucking glass shards But sike it's still here your healing progress isn't that far Still looking for the moment Hunting for an omen Me or all her promises I don't know what's more broken From how I smoke these beats dawg I earned a couple tokens I'm too towering around my comp like JRR Tolkien When asking friends their coping mechanism is your coping And SSRI side effects are daily what you're scoping The flows are getting filthy now There's money that I'm grossing And there's always some girl with who I'm going through the motions So could we Maybe keep Keep it keep it going baby keep it keep it going baby We Maybe please Keep it keep it going baby keep it keep it going baby Let's just fuck then cuddle Then fuck then cuddle Then fuck then cuddle then fuck And the butt so bubble Leave the bed in rubble Then we sn-snuggle up A doctor tells me I should try a bath for my depression He keeps checking the clock while he was making the suggestion He uses a red pen like a teacher marking questions Well write all over me cuz fuck it man I need corrections I try a bath I light a candle or two My skin is just curling up, and my fingers are all pruned I know it's so that you could hold on to stuff While you're soaked through But when our love started drowning I couldn't hold on to you? And when I curl up from crying Am I holding on to life? Memories of holding on to you I'm holding on too tight Going off on records damn that almost put me on Baby made me fucking weak I started sipping something strong I swear to god I almost felt some confidence today But the minute that I need it man it seems to go away Scenes that I have seen on scenic routes That definitely weren't paved I need a seamstress under extreme stress Cuz my pockets overweight I know my values need adjustments, need to reappraise I only prayed for money, hunting prey and going gaining praise If I was in a suit in the club Breaking hearts rocking diamonds Then I would have fucking confidence in spades? Fuck that I dream of Geems I dream of Calph and shit Build them boys a treehouse have them on their Hobbes and Calvin shit Rappers love to act like they're in studio and scalping it The only time you see S-T-U is in the alphabet I'm moving Mac McClung, I'm moving Christian Bale She said you're fishing for some compliments and we could tell I told her I'm an entrepreneur bae so what the hell If I want a compliment I'll pay it to my fucking self Peter, Susan, Edmund, Lucy hit the wardrobe The booth is that for me, I bring my go and win award flow She DM cuz my delivery she said let's shoot a porno You can't call it delivery these days it's more Digiorno It's more Diego Maradona Messi moreso Dining 40 courses on a golf course with a Corso Course she rock a corset and of course we lost the cork tho The more I go for man there's more I have to forego I got a new girl though, she sweeter than some peppermint Dudes are getting salty from these bars that I have peppered in Back to my baby, hope we get to baby shepherding Swear this girl really has me out here getting better man