Drown

Depression haunting me, I can't break free. I can't be me. I don't know what to do because there is no escape From your grasp and you'll squeeze me until I ooze From the cracks, but I come back for more. Some strange magnetism drawing me to your core. I'm not capable of hate so it seems, but I'm getting closer. Close enough to realize the pain caused. It seems to me that I'm not to blame though my tears Fall like rain. I'm drowning in a sea of emotions. I'm trapped by my actions. I'm falling prey to my emotions. What builds my feeling are the stones from which you build A barrier between me and you. Un-needed and not wanted. A mental wall banishing Me from you. I must destroy this wall allowing us to see each Other for what we could be or could have been as a unit.