Here To Blame

Life has taken a sudden turn For the worse again I cant smile While watching our friendship fall From the sky All the lies I did not just What iv done to stop us from what will be done Its not fair To keep leading her through these lies About the actions i have denied Its not alright Im not alright And its nobodys fault But mine Razorblades wont mend my need It doesnt help To watch you bleed My head dont know Im on my knees again Im begging for the morning light Im breaking down These walls of shame Im the only person Its not fair To keep leading her through these lies About the actions i have denied Its not alright Im not alright And its nobodys fault Its not fair To keep leading her through these lies About the actions i have denied Its not alright Im not alright Its not alright I dont care at all??? Sadness break my fall I dont care at all Dont care to find the answer Everything is not alright As i lay next to her The thought has occured But this time Its not worth the fight The lies to her iv told Have left a burning In my soul Ill just lay here