I Cannot Escape the Darkness

There is a curse Upon my every waking breath And I cannot escape the darkness It feels like every step Is gonna be my last And I cannot escape the darkness Some have tried to lift me up But I only dragged them down with me For I cannot escape the darkness The iris of my eye Is cancerous and black And I cannot escape the darkness Tear out your golden hair And stitch it to my back For I cannot escape the darkness Some have tried to lift me up But I only dragged them down with me For I cannot escape the darkness It's time, my gal To go and find another I've dug my hole Now just let me smother Look at this worthless thing That slithers on your floor And I cannot escape the darkness Just burn my eyelids shut Then shove me out the door For I cannot escape the darkness Some have tried to lift me up But I only dragged them down with me For I cannot escape the darkness It's time, my gal To go and find another I've dug my hole Now just let me smother