In My Room

In my room I feel safe to be on my own To be my own I like my walls I like my purple candles My books are what make me at home They tell me things I can experience They make me feel complex enough I like to picture myself traveling I like to picture myself in love But this world it has its own direction It moves forward, standing still is not an option Is it okay if I resist this time Choose my own speed Lay here silently I know I'm missing out on things I want it all so I choose nothing It'd be nice to have you here with me To agree or disagree To talk about what we should eat There is somebody else out there for me I know There is somebody I will learn to love too There is somebody who will be almost like you I'll be almost happy as I was with you In my room I feel safe I like my walls and purple candles They remind me of you I couldn't take it anymore I had to paint them blue Come back to me now I swear I'll be better at it I'll be patient and on time I won't wake you in the night Come back to our home There's new cafes in the neighborhood Movies we haven't seen The things you haven't told me yet There is somebody else out there for me I know There is somebody I will learn to love too There is somebody who will be almost like you I'll be almost happy as I was with you