I Still Think About Who I Was Last Summer

Well, I've changed Except my heart still beats too fast And my lungs still collapse And my legs still shake I once thought love was real When we sat atop that hill and looked at cars below We used to grow You kissed me on the forehead And told me that you'd never let go You told me that you'd love me until the end Which begs the question: Are we now dead? Are we now dead? The person I thought I knew must be The person I once trusted until my bones rusted over In the snow We used to grow Like the tallest tree in my backyard, I used to know Well, happiness, and joy, and bliss How it all disappeared so quick Well, happiness, and joy, and bliss It all disappeared so quick So, here's to life and here's to love I've said it before, that I fade with the setting sun So, here's to life and here's to love I've said it before, that I fade away with the setting sun My ears are still ringing from the sound of your broken heart Beating faster than thought, caught in your stare, so encompassing All resolve is lost as words fall from your lips My trembling fingertips held out in question So, shake hands with regret, set to slip away Your eyes crossing, rivers flowing under pale feet As the moments count down to flames Meet and greet death, he wears a cloak of your hopes and dreams Quenched like the raging fire they were once You're the breath he never found You are the closed eyes peacefully resting While those around you, torn to pieces You're the smoke I'd pull to escape from thought of you No touch, no shadow, cast into mind Your hand fervidly held at your side As memories of you flow through mine An empty space, more lonesome for what it's lost You're the sunset smile thundering out of a careless moment You're the tightly closed fingers holding in a breath If you would stay here with me, one more minute I would steal the world